20th Apr: Joanna Ditched Her Hubby in Dubai Alone

Sigh... what a sad moment that i have to be stranded in Dubai ALONE for the next 10 to 12 months while my wife enjoying in Kuala Lumpur. She left on 20th April 2009 at 4.30 am flight leaving from Abu Dhabi. Some drastic changes are expected in my lifestyle...
-Wake up in the Morning ALONE
-Eat breakfast ALONE
-Drive to work and come back ALONE
-Cook and eat ALONE
-Do Groceries ALONE
-Do household Chores ALONE
-Watch TV/movies ALONE
-Go to Sleep ALONE

SIGH!!!

Our Home Sweet Home in Dubai

Discovery Gardens - Zen Building. We moved-in on 14th Feb '09. We planned to celebrate the Valentine at our new home but we were too exhausted with all the cleaning and shifting of stuff from Abu Dhabi to Dubai. Also, need to save some $$$ after spending a great deal on all the appliances and furniture. Oouch!

Desert Safari - Mar '09

My 13 weeks Pregnancy

I was so happy that i have finally cross over the first trimester which cause me terrible morning sickness. Too bad, I am now 13 weeks pregnant but i am still vomitting like nobody business. I vomit 14 to 17 times a day. Basically everything that i eat or drinks. I am pretty mad at myself and keep asking why i need to go through this kind of suffering.

I was browsing through a pregnancy book and i then realised i might be 1 in 500 women that will suffer terrible nausea and vomitting till delivery date. Doctor advised is that i need to go on drip but i swear to God that no drugs should come near me or my baby unless i am terribly ill.

There is no reprieve for me at all while it's so easy for everyone to say it'll be over before I know it, But no one can really know how it feel until someone is going through this.

I feel so depressed !!!!! I feel no joy at all for my pregnancy. I want to enjoy my journey as a mother to be like everyone else. God please help me....